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M is for Monica. i'm a full time commerce student @ UWA. i turn one year older on the 14th Oct. i ♥ Jesus and not afraid to tell the world.
i want to do YWAM and missions in the future. i love heights - planes, skyscrapers, mountains, cliffs, you name it. One day i hope to go bungee jumping and sky diving.
i was born in China but have lived in Australia most of my life. Having said that, i'm still quite chinese lol.
i like pink things, ribbons, bows, hearts, hello kitty, ruffles, lace, florals. i have a shoe fetish. i wouldn't call myself a shopaholic, although most of my friends would say otherwise.
People often see me as strong, independent, ambitious. i thank God for the past 21 years that i've been alive. He has been ever faithful, gracious and loving.
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>Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands
>i called, You answered, i wanna be where You are
>i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow, a wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind. still You hear me when i call out, Lord you catch me when i'm falling
and you tell me who i am, i am Yours
>Broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do
>A thousand times i've failed, still Your mercy remains. And should i stumble again, still i'm caught in Your grace.
>My heart will sing, no other name, Jesus.
>If i had wings i would fly, coz all that i am, You are. If the world caved in around me, to You i'd still hold on.
>Your light will shine when all else fades
>i'm running to Your arms, i'm running to Your arms. The riches of Your love will always be enough.
>我们不是你和我
>活在第一次的见面里
>只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义
>爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。爱转角以后的街，能不能有我来陪。
>自由再被绑架之前，我决定过瘾的享受孤单。
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>离开我，你会不会好一点?
>幸福的开始就是放手去爱
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>我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你
>you're the only one whose got enough of me to break my heart
>you're the only one i've loved enough to not forget
>Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now
>you're the best thing that's ever been mine
>In a storm, in my best dress, fearless.
>If you're my dream please come true
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Maybe i want to leave because it's easier to leave all responsibility behind.
Maybe i want to run away because then i wouldn't have to look back.
sigh
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i will take up my cross and follow wherever You lead me...
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
...even if it means staying, i will.
Sorry that i've neglected this blog for a couple of months. i just don't feel like writing what goes on in my life anymore. Been tumbling though - guess pictures speak my feelings a lot more clearly. Wow it's nearly July. A good half of the year has gone. It's been an eventful year, already many ups and downs; drawbacks and moving forwards. Actually i'm meant to be studying for my last exam right now, but have decided to call it a night. Ordered a couple books and cds off koorong not long ago. Can't wait to finish exams and start reading. i've never been much of a reader but hopefully these holidays will be more productive, in the spiritual area of my life. i already have a heap of things to do in the next 7 weeks. i wonder how much will change? It's certainly a struggle to live every single day trying to consciously remind myself that i'm not living for myself. To lay aside my own selfish desires and be obedient to God's calling. My plans for the near future have changed quite a lot since the start of the year. i wonder what they will be like at the end of the year? It feels like God is telling me to stay for the time being. i'm quite sad because i really don't want to stay. i was so excited to get uni over and done with and go out into the world. But i know God has better plans, plans that i can't fathom or understand yet. My desire to do ywam has died down unfortunately. It's so easy to be involved with wordly things. But i know Lord you can use all circumstances and situations for Your glory. This has been my worst semester yet, the most unprepared for exams. And also the most i've relied on God. Just knowing that there is absolutely no way i can do this on my own strength. It's so reassuring to know that God's got my back (: He's the most reliable person i know. Just wanna end with a picture of the cutest dog ever:
(:
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