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M is for Monica. i'm a full time commerce student @ UWA. i turn one year older on the 14th Oct. i ♥ Jesus and not afraid to tell the world.
i want to do YWAM and missions in the future. i love heights - planes, skyscrapers, mountains, cliffs, you name it. One day i hope to go bungee jumping and sky diving.
i was born in China but have lived in Australia most of my life. Having said that, i'm still quite chinese lol.
i like pink things, ribbons, bows, hearts, hello kitty, ruffles, lace, florals. i have a shoe fetish. i wouldn't call myself a shopaholic, although most of my friends would say otherwise.
People often see me as strong, independent, ambitious. i thank God for the past 21 years that i've been alive. He has been ever faithful, gracious and loving.
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>Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands
>i called, You answered, i wanna be where You are
>i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow, a wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind. still You hear me when i call out, Lord you catch me when i'm falling
and you tell me who i am, i am Yours
>Broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do
>A thousand times i've failed, still Your mercy remains. And should i stumble again, still i'm caught in Your grace.
>My heart will sing, no other name, Jesus.
>If i had wings i would fly, coz all that i am, You are. If the world caved in around me, to You i'd still hold on.
>Your light will shine when all else fades
>i'm running to Your arms, i'm running to Your arms. The riches of Your love will always be enough.
>我们不是你和我
>活在第一次的见面里
>只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义
>爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。爱转角以后的街，能不能有我来陪。
>自由再被绑架之前，我决定过瘾的享受孤单。
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>离开我，你会不会好一点?
>幸福的开始就是放手去爱
>心碎了一地，捡不回从前的心跳
>我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你
>you're the only one whose got enough of me to break my heart
>you're the only one i've loved enough to not forget
>Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now
>you're the best thing that's ever been mine
>In a storm, in my best dress, fearless.
>If you're my dream please come true
在转角处告别
Sunday, March 27, 2011
It's so easy to get dragged back into the world; going back to being the person i was trying so hard not to be, pursuing after wordly dreams and desires. But at the same time, it all feels so meaningless. Everything i have could be lost in an instant. Everything dear and precious to me - materialistic things. Even loved ones. Then what's left?
To know that God is above all things. That He deserves the best. It's one thing to know, and another to do. How we were made for relationships - with God, with others. That kinda sucks to say the least. i want my relationship with God, yup. But with others, i'll think twice about that one. Too hard, troublesome, hurtful, time consuming; are some of the words that pop to mind. Selfishness. However God has called me to LOVE. To love my neighbours as myself, the second greatest commandment. It's HARD. It tests my patience, kindness, perserverence.
And at the end of the day, i don't know what i want anymore. If i could choose, i think i'd rather live under a rock. Not to be involved with things, people. But less than 12 months ago, i was also the one who reliased that it is SO hard to run the race, fight the fight on your OWN (besides from having God obviously).
Contradictions....
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thoughts
seize the moment
take a risk
travel light, live light, spread the light, be the light
love, and keep loving
radical faith
sudden realizations
depressing moments
meaningless
sadness
superficial
second chance
tune in to God
empty, need to be filled again
what's left?
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Tear down the walls
Sunday, March 20, 2011
This life is Yours and hope is rising
As Your glory floods our hearts
Let love tear down these walls
That all creation would
Come back to You
It’s all for You
Your Name is glorious
Glorious
Your love is changing us
Calling us
To worship in spirit and in truth
As all creation returns to You
Oh for all the sons and daughters
Who are walking in the darkness
You are calling us to lead them back to You
We will see Your spirit rising
As the lost come out of hiding
Every heart will see this hope we have in You
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life
Saturday, March 19, 2011
An atheist has to look at life with all of its problems, suffering and pain as the absolute best that he is ever going to experience. A Christian can look at life with all of its joy, with all of its beauty, with all of the wonderful things as the absolute worst that we are ever going to endure.
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keep trusting
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Lord, everything happens in Your own time for Your reasons. Who are we to question You? All we can do is keep trusting You through it all, for You are the creator of Heaven and earth. i believe You still love us, no matter what kind of natural disasters may occur. May Your Will be done, and Your name Glorified.
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passion
Saturday, March 12, 2011
passion = SACRIFICE
am i passionate enough about my passion that i am willing to sacrifice my LIFE?
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Wednesday, March 9, 2011
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就让回忆随着它一起死去
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
记不得比抹不掉好吧。经过的点点滴滴就让它过吧。开始新的旅程；一个人的旅程。也许在未来的莫一天，我们的风景还会交叉。在那之前，我要继续往前走，不回头。
Life is like a train ride. Different people get on and off at different stops. They may come back, or walk away but you are always there. you don't know who you'll meet, where the train will pass by, what weather you'll encounter, or how long the ride will take. But you know it's final destination and the driver of the train is God.
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