M is for Monica. i'm a full time commerce student @ UWA. i turn one year older on the 14th Oct. i ♥ Jesus and not afraid to tell the world. i want to do YWAM and missions in the future. i love heights - planes, skyscrapers, mountains, cliffs, you name it. One day i hope to go bungee jumping and sky diving. i was born in China but have lived in Australia most of my life. Having said that, i'm still quite chinese lol. i like pink things, ribbons, bows, hearts, hello kitty, ruffles, lace, florals. i have a shoe fetish. i wouldn't call myself a shopaholic, although most of my friends would say otherwise. People often see me as strong, independent, ambitious. i thank God for the past 21 years that i've been alive. He has been ever faithful, gracious and loving.



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>Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands
>i called, You answered, i wanna be where You are
>i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow, a wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind. still You hear me when i call out, Lord you catch me when i'm falling and you tell me who i am, i am Yours
>Broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do
>A thousand times i've failed, still Your mercy remains. And should i stumble again, still i'm caught in Your grace.
>My heart will sing, no other name, Jesus.
>If i had wings i would fly, coz all that i am, You are. If the world caved in around me, to You i'd still hold on.
>Your light will shine when all else fades
>i'm running to Your arms, i'm running to Your arms. The riches of Your love will always be enough.
>我们不是你和我
>活在第一次的见面里
>只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义
>爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。爱转角以后的街，能不能有我来陪。
>自由再被绑架之前，我决定过瘾的享受孤单。
>笑着面对每个阻碍，不轻易说离开
>我还记得你笑的像孩子一样
>离开我，你会不会好一点?
>幸福的开始就是放手去爱
>心碎了一地，捡不回从前的心跳
>我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你
>you're the only one whose got enough of me to break my heart
>you're the only one i've loved enough to not forget
>Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now
>you're the best thing that's ever been mine
>In a storm, in my best dress, fearless.
>If you're my dream please come true

O God, Your ways totally blow my mind! Once again, Your timing is utterly perfect. Feel a bit weird right now. i'm meant to be happy right? i told myself i was going to be happy. However, a little bit disappointed, but no biggie. What a perfect start to a new chapter (: It's going to be a great semester after all (: Looking forward to my future, because i know my future is in Your hands!

• Tax returns
• Applications for vacation work (time consuming stuff /: )
  
• Company website edited and touched up
• Buy uni books
• Sell uni books
• Watch some Korean dramas that i bought from China lol
• Practice guitar and piano more
  
• Clean my room/wardrobe/downstairs pile of shoes+clothes before dad comes back...crap which is tomo
  

So i have 2 extra clothes racks, both of which are completely filled with me & Cel's crap (which we are planning to sell at a flea market in the near future). However this did not seem to free up ANY space at all in my wardrobe. Actually, my wardrobe is now even MORE jam packed than before...after taking a piece of clothing out, i have to literally SHOVE it back in. i have so many dresses that i've yet to wear, but unable to throw out/sell/give away because they're just so pretty ><" don't even get started about my shoe collection...but luckily my shoe collection has pretty much an entire room to itself lol... bah materialism much? i think this is one of the biggest things i struggle with /: however i would argue that i have quite a good balance haha


























Woah a superb 4 days (ish) of fellowship, fun, late night girl talks, youth planning, beaching, food...
It was so nice just to get together as a committee and spend time with each other. We stayed at Peppermint Grove Beach (a bit past Bunbury). The house was soooo nice! It had two storeys - boys stayed on the bottom and girls at the top, two bathrooms, fully equipped kitchen, fireplace, wood & axe outside for you to chop firewood, ipod speakers, and the list goes on. The beach was only a 5 min walk away as well. Unfortunately i didn't bring any beach attire and still ended up getting dunked -_-;; De ja vu much? Failed at getting up to watch the sunrise and go star gazing ):

Didn't want to come back to reality lol. It was such a beautiful and relaxing place (: Oh my, uni starts in...less than TWO DAYS O: timetable is really good tho. Have tuesdays off. monday 9-1, wed 4-6, thurs 1-7, fri 10-11. A total of 12 contact hours mwhaha. That's the beauty of doing commerce (: hmm should i buy uni textbooks this sem? i never end up using them and they cost a bomb /:

To be frank i don't have much expectations for this semester. As in, not really looking forward to anything in particular. Might go MSU ball but blehh. ECOMS is on a sat (once again) so chances of going are slim. However, really excited for the end of year break! China here i come! It's gonna be a blast - going with two girlfriends on a china study tour (part of uni). So get to experience uni life there! So exciting (:

Dreading applying for vac work /: but i know i should. urghhh feeling heaps lazy atm ><



if i had wings i would fly.

只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
Trapped in the past i just can't seem to move on.
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
There's gotta be something for my heart somewhere.

wow it's been a crazy 4 weeks! went to china, came back to perth & rested for 1 day, then headed for camp. on the same night i came back from camp left for sydney.

china was quite good. managed to talk to a few rellies about God, which is a start i guess. attended my cousin's wedding. pretty interesting lol. they only had a dinner thing...no proper ceremony O: shopped quite a bit - they were mostly summer clothes so didn't take up too much room in the luggage. went mountain climbing with dad (O:). soooooo many stairs /: half died /: by the end of the day my legs felt like jelly haha. good experience tho, scenery was beautiful.

camp was AMAZING. i know i say that every single year. but this year it was different. not only did God touch the hearts of many youths, He personally touched my heart too. it felt so good to feel Him again. it's hard to explain...i do my quiet time&pray nearly everyday so i can say i feel close to Him, but it's been such a long time that i've had that personal touch from Him. and this time it was just so real. my tears just fell from my eyes and i couldn't stop crying. i didnt even know why i was crying. and that's when God told me, 'I want you to go to China'. so ok, if that's what You want me to do, i will do it.

then off to Sydney i fly. really thank God that i didn't get sick on any of these trips! usually my immune system is fail so i get sick really easily. Sydney was really really good. had a great time with friends. went shopping, siteseeing, eating good food (: ahhhh the freedom. i must say Sydney > Perth lol and oh my, sooooo many asians! hahaha

and now i'm back. glad to be back i guess. it's home afterall. but somehow from a long time ago i just knew i wasn't meant to stay here. i think i'm the type of person who could leave everything behind and start off new. but at the end of the day, it's what God wants, not what i want. so leaving it all up to God.

start of a new chapter.