M is for Monica. i'm a full time commerce student @ UWA. i turn one year older on the 14th Oct. i ♥ Jesus and not afraid to tell the world. i want to do YWAM and missions in the future. i love heights - planes, skyscrapers, mountains, cliffs, you name it. One day i hope to go bungee jumping and sky diving. i was born in China but have lived in Australia most of my life. Having said that, i'm still quite chinese lol. i like pink things, ribbons, bows, hearts, hello kitty, ruffles, lace, florals. i have a shoe fetish. i wouldn't call myself a shopaholic, although most of my friends would say otherwise. People often see me as strong, independent, ambitious. i thank God for the past 21 years that i've been alive. He has been ever faithful, gracious and loving.



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>Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands
>i called, You answered, i wanna be where You are
>i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow, a wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind. still You hear me when i call out, Lord you catch me when i'm falling and you tell me who i am, i am Yours
>Broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do
>A thousand times i've failed, still Your mercy remains. And should i stumble again, still i'm caught in Your grace.
>My heart will sing, no other name, Jesus.
>If i had wings i would fly, coz all that i am, You are. If the world caved in around me, to You i'd still hold on.
>Your light will shine when all else fades
>i'm running to Your arms, i'm running to Your arms. The riches of Your love will always be enough.
>我们不是你和我
>活在第一次的见面里
>只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义
>爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。爱转角以后的街，能不能有我来陪。
>自由再被绑架之前，我决定过瘾的享受孤单。
>笑着面对每个阻碍，不轻易说离开
>我还记得你笑的像孩子一样
>离开我，你会不会好一点?
>幸福的开始就是放手去爱
>心碎了一地，捡不回从前的心跳
>我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你
>you're the only one whose got enough of me to break my heart
>you're the only one i've loved enough to not forget
>Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now
>you're the best thing that's ever been mine
>In a storm, in my best dress, fearless.
>If you're my dream please come true

Sorry for being mia for the past i dunno how many weeks. The weather over here doesn't really help - it's so hot that i have no energy to do anything. Today is 37 degrees apparently and i'm chilling (pun intended) at home, doing some stuff i've put off for a while. Uni starts in less than 2 weeks and i'm not really looking forward to it. However it is my final year and i can't wait to graduate. Graduate as in finally finishing my undergrad course. Been thinking alot in the two months i was away. Wasn't very keen to come back to Perth because i knew it would be like coming back to reality. Thinking about what to do with my life, what to do after i graduate. i already know my calling from God perse, but the hard bit is actually doing it - how. There are many options available to me after i graduate and to be honest, finding a full time job is at the bottom of my preference list. i would love to do a postgrad in education either in Europe or eastern states. At the same time i would love to go do WYAM for half a year. Alternatively i could do my TESOL first. So many choices, it feels like i want to do everything all at once, which is obviously not going to happen. i feel God telling me to just focus on Him this year, wait on Him, and He will lead. Still learning just to wait on God and to have complete focus. It's important to differentiate what i want to do and what God wants me to do. It's like, i know my ultimate goal/destination but i don't know how i'm going to get there. Only God knows. All i can do is trust, obey and live. On top of all that there's family matters to consider. When i think about all of that, it just becomes too overwhelming. Everything seems so big and scary, but when i shift my focus on God, everything comes into perspective. My God is a God of the impossible, He is the creator of Heaven and earth, and there is nothing He cannot do. So keep trusting, believing, loving.